Feeling Apprehensive

I am sat on the train making my way to UCLH feeling slightly apprehensive.

The reason for my apprehension is two fold.

1 because I am worried that my PSA may have risen again, and.

2 because I am expecting to find out if I am eligible for the Neptunes trial. This gives me 2 further worries, one that I won’t be eligible and two that they won’t have the results back yet.

I think that two is the worst option as it leaves me with no plan and 5 weeks until the next oncology appointment.

At least if I find out I am not eligible for the trial then we can look at other options.

Makes me sound like a right worrier!